January 2010
13 posts
It Feels Like Going Back To Square One Again
Today’s the second day I’d passed the day without doing any work. Not like there’s any anyway.
But I’m starting to feel the decline in my life now. Yet again I’m failing the resolutions that I’d made for this year. I’m failing, in my attitude towards studies, spiritual matters, and in living a life in general. I’m starting to chase things which are...
Anger Management
When there’s something about someone which irks you, you either:
Put aside his/her irritability and show some Phileo (brotherly love) to him/her, as remember, God loved us while we were yet sinners, likewise do the same towards thy brethren. Therefore, you’ll be as caring as possible and help him/her change his/her personality/character.
Be mad piss initially, but realise that the...
Regaining back strength slowly, but surely, hopefully it would build thereupon. Some random thoughts in my head right now, shall list them out here.
I have dropped A Maths, for better or for worse.Thank God for the talk with Dad, to make my decisions clear, focus and ambitions to be straightened out. A Maths was a subject which was really hindering me and since I’m aiming towards the artsy...
I’m so sick and tired of trying to eradicate these sins in my life. I give in too easily to my lust, I’m feeding it every second. I have lost countless hours of time to nothing, when i’d made a pact with myself to focus. Perhaps, I can’t trust myself, for the heart is deceitful above all things, who can know it? The spirit is strong, but the flesh is weak. I’m still...
Sometimes I really wonder, am I too much of a big mouth?
“Hold on to the thought, that which was just. And pray for life to continue.”
– Sylosis - After Lifeless Years
BLUEDASH - STEPS OF FAITH
(With re-programmed...
“It’s times like these you learn to live again
It’s times like these...”
– Foo Fighters - Times Like These
365 days
365 days came fast. Still could recall at this period of time last year I was sick with stomach flu and spent the new year shitting and puking. Now it’s back to where it all begins - Day 1.
365 days came much disappointment. Couldn’t stamp my feet firm on math and I regret terribly for not practicing enough. On and off fervency and faith in God. Time and money wasted on carnal and...